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Posted by: Ida Neary ®

11/10/2002, 16:49:55

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I was too intimidated to jump in on the other threads, so I thought I would start one of my own.

David, I think what you experienced, giving the speech at the party, is what I have alway called the "Scared Sh*tless Phenomenon" (she bats her eyes demurely at the moderator)

During the 10 years my disorder went undiagnosed I was able to give presentations and do a lot of theater. My voice was strong on stage but, of course, not back stage. I had to go along with the doctors who said I was crazy. Crazy always worked for me.

I don't know if it is adrenalin or what but it is a strange feeling to all of a sudden be able to talk.

After 10 years of doing theater with Botox injections, I became so comfortable on stage that now that the Botox doesn't work the "SS Phenomenon" doesn't either. I have got to find something that scares me.

Don't know if you find this interesting or not. I guess it doesn't matter. As for your other problem, I can't help you there. I have underpants problems of my own.

Ida

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Posted by: Linda Spain ®

11/10/2002, 20:40:27

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Dear Ida,

Since SD is about neurological pathways not working correctly, you likely are quite right about fear. Neurological pathways are the reason for the yawning and laughing phenomena; they use different pathways than regular speech and those pathways seem to overwhelm the speech pathway. Real anger can do it, too. Talking while crying can do it, too. I'm truly sorry our other thread was intimidating; we would have loved having you join us. Looks like, now, we'll be joining you. Maybe we can find a way to be scary or make you really mad!

All the best,

Linda

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Posted by: David Hedley ®

11/11/2002, 06:14:30

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Linda,

This is an interesting thread. It is strange that laughing yawning and anger seems to alter the neurological pathway. Wasn't there another state of emotion as well. I just can't recall what it was Linda. Can you remember?

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David







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Posted by: Linda Spain ®

11/11/2002, 09:37:56

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I don't think it is about emotion. In fact, I think we've identified two distinct constructs affecting voice, neither of which is emotion.

First, consider the four basic human drives (which were recently described this way in a public lecture by a renowned physiological psychologist so I assume I can repeat it here), the four Fs - fear, fight, food, and reproduction. Fear and fight are what we've been discussing regarding stage fright and anger. These instincts are more basic than emotions. Many people have mentioned that various foods affect their SD symptoms in various ways, but the food instinct is about hunger. I've never heard of anyone having their symptoms affected by hunger, so I'm not continuing on this path of discussion since we've already shown that there is not complete correspondence between basic drives and SD symptoms.

The laughing, yawning, sobbing phenomena are related to neuromuscular pathways that seem to dominate the regular speech pathway. Again, this is not about emotion. Identification of other neuromuscular pathways that, when stimulated, demonstrate this dominance or disruption seems worth thinking about.

Ida has brought up two really interesting points - the occasions when our voices behave in unexpected ways, and the fact that botox is less beneficial for her than it used to be (which I've not read about before). I hope others will share their experiences on both of these topics and maybe all of us can benefit from empirical deduction (and item 1 in particular probably has lots of space for some good laughs).

In the meantime, Ida, I hope you will focus the strength you must have since you overcame stage fright to managing this thread so lots of people will have the opportunity to share their thoughts and it won't get closed down.

And, to the dear moderator, I hope you may choose to view the attempts of some participants to anger you as their attempt to give you a better voice day.

Best to all,

Linda







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Posted by: Ida Neary ®

11/12/2002, 08:44:47

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So, Linda, what do you think? Is there anything we can learn from the fear-anger thing that we can use? The last show I was in I tried NOT going over my lines before the performance just to scare myself. It seemed to work a little. Some nights my voice was pretty good, but I never knew just why (or why not other times)

I am patiently awaiting a new strain of Botox. Seems that I remember Allergan promising one for those of us who have become inmmune to A and Myobloc. Of course, this was before the Baby Boomers started sticking in their faces. I am sure most of Allergan's energy is focused on cranking out the Botox A for that. Do I sound a little peeved? Maybe I could remember THAT when I am on stage!!

After many years of going to doctors and being told it was emotional, a lot of us had to diagnose our own speaking disorders. Maybe we will also come up with the cure!

Take care all

Ida







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Posted by: Linda Spain ®

11/12/2002, 13:02:22

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Ida,

Let me respond to your second point fist, the point about the varying quality of your voice. From what I read, it seems we all have that. It is not unintuitive that spasticity would be inconsistent (in a way, spasticity is ABOUT inconsistency).

Regarding your query about what can we learn from flight and fight instincts, you raise an interesting idea. Let's start by assuming that doing everything in a pit of snakes (or whatever else you might be afraid of or want to kill) is not practical. What is the alternative? One idea is that people can learn to achieve and/or control various brain states with biofeedback. When in college (about the time dirt was young), I was involved with some experiments using biofeedback to learn to fall asleep quickly and easily. It worked great and has been valuable to me throughout my life. The question is, could we learn to get to the brain state of flight or fight with biofeedback? Would we want to? Or, are there other ways to harness this benefit of this state? I wish I knew. Ida, we could be rich.

The other thought I had about this was relative to your being an actress. You must be a good one given your years of experience and overcoming stage fright. You mention you intentionally winged a role to try to be scared; if you are doing that, I think you are way past stage fright. But could you imagine it? Could you imagine adequate anger? You are the actress, you tell me. Can you harness and train and control the concept of fear you used to have to your advantage? Myself? I probably would do better with imagining the anger thing. But, then, I'm just a stubborn old girl from Texas. We've got lots of snakes here.

I agree wholeheartedly with you about our doing some our own analysis. If we share and gather all of our empirical and anecdotal data and work with it to the best of our abilities, and the doctors do the same with all of their information, our chances of having a relaxed discussion about the problems we used to have can only improve.

All the best,

Linda







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Posted by: Ida Neary ®

11/12/2002, 14:22:43

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A year ago I was in a play where at the end I had to be very angry and yell and throw things. I looked forward to that part of the show everynight. Cast members were surprised that that part was so easy when the rest of my lines were so difficult to say. Yelling is easier anyway, but being angry helped. Or acting like I was angry.

Seems like something could be done with this info.

Ida






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Posted by: Linda Spain ®

11/12/2002, 16:48:08

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So, you could adequately imagine it! I think you are on to something. It seems anger would be easier than fear. (I can't help but wonder if it works better if you get to throw things. I'll have to try that. That part could be fun. However, I wonder if it is as much fun to throw things if you have to imagine yourself angry while you do it. Or, from another perspective, would I have so much fun throwing things that I couldn't imagine anger while I was doing it? Maybe I just need acting lessons.)

Also, in thinking more about this. We shouldn't stop following the idea of harnessing what we do with yawning, laughing, etc. Some of the concept of harnessing laughing is how I learned alternative phonation. Alternative phonation certainly isn't a cure, but it may be a move in the right direction - figuring out how to use pathways that do work to perform the function of the broken ones.

I don't mean to be repetitive, but some people may have not read the postings when I have previously said the human body is amazing in the way it can respond to training. Additionally, the brain can be remapped for some motor skills. I agree with you, Ida, that "something could be done with this info."

Go for it. Get something started. This was your idea.







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Posted by: Linda Spain ®

11/13/2002, 09:34:32

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Hey, Ida! There was something in my non-electronic mailbox last night that may interest you. On November 21, the Houston Chapter of the NSDA is having a presentation on "The Role of Biofeedback in Managing Spasmodic Dysphonia." A schedule conflict will keep me from offering to attend and provide you information, but you may be interested in trying to get tied in via audio or video conference, web cast, etc., or you may want to contact the speaker's organization directly. All the information follows:

meeting time: Thursday, November 21 at 7:00 p.m. CST

meeting organizer: Sally McKee, 713-796-2001 x 138, Smckee@pdg.net

Speaker: Leslie Solomon, Licensed Professional Counselor and Biofeedback Specialist, Tarnow Center for Self Management. (From the Houston phone book, the Tarnow Center address is One West Loop South, Houston, Texas 77027 and the phone number is 713-621-9515.)

Regards,

Linda

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Posted by: Ida Neary ®

11/13/2002, 17:46:25

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Hi Linda

This sounds interesting. Hopefully we will get a copy of the presentation or at least an article about it.

Ida






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Adrenalin?
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Posted by: Micki ®

11/12/2002, 12:59:10

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Could it be adrenalin?






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Posted by: Linda Spain ®

11/12/2002, 13:12:41

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On the fight/flight, I would imagine adrenalin is there. But, correlation or causality? I don't know. I wonder if adrenalin all the time might be pretty tough on the body. I'm much better with questions than answers. Figuring out the right qustions is often much of the battle, though.

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Posted by: David Hedley ®

11/11/2002, 10:53:39

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Ida,

Don't feel intimidated please. We really were only having a bit of fun and unfortunately we strayed away from the SD thing enough for the thread to be closed down. I trust this will not be the case on this thread. Maybe the fluttering of the eyes to the moderators may work with you but it never has with me.

Thank you anyway for starting up this most interesting thread which I hope to contribute to later when I have a little more time

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David







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Posted by: Ida Neary ®

11/12/2002, 08:46:04

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Looking forward to it.

Ida






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